Im so bored with my life

I want to do something with my life but everything is going so slow and its all so boring, i also dont know what to fo with my life because as well as depression i have social anxiety which messes with everything, getting a job, going to school, making friends. Im going into homeschool (which im so happy about, only took my parents 6 years to finally listen to me 🙄) because of my social anxiety and being so unmotivated. I want to make money so I can do stuff with my life but I'm scared im gonna get really unmotivated and stop going and everything like school, I just dont know what to do i feel like im constantly messing up my life.