I'm tired of everything.

Nothing I could post as a reply to this would be able to take away this pain, though how I wish it could.

Sometimes, we all get tired of people. Even if we love them - or perhaps when we struggle too - it can get exhausting. I have social anxiety so I know.

The same situations can bother us because they're so repetitious and so tiresome and it almost gets to the point where we ask, well, "What's the point?"

Loneliness, how I know it too well, can be soul-crushing sometimes. It's numbing and we long for a connection - and sometimes it comes and it doesn't help at all and so then we're even more alone.

All of this, coupled with everything else more specific, can make us feel rejected - as if we don't belong. I feel that way sometimes. I empathize when you mentioned about the constant rejection because, as a perfectionist, I always feel that what I do is "never good enough." So I have to be careful in that arena.

I'm glad you opened up about this because I could tell that was hard and some days, I'm just tired too. I need to do something for myself, whether it's read a book or listen to a CD or play goofy games on my phone. But I digress.

I hope you still wish to be alive and that, in being brave enough to post this, you felt like less of a failure. If not, I understand, and we will do whatever we can to be a support system for you.

Thanks so much for opening up to us.

Mike

Thats how i used to feel and then i turned all that into anger and i use that to move foward oh and it helps not giving a crap about stuff to js