In my head
I dont really know whats wrong with me, I want to be happy and normal like other people but i cant seem to be positive and grateful about anything because I dont really feel like there is anything to be positive about. Im tired of being sad and angry all the time
@indigoSea4619. With mental health issues, it's pretty common to have feelings that don't respond in the expected ways. I tend to do better when I don't try to directly force feelings. Instead, I concentrate on doing the tangible healthy step. Often, that can create an improvement emotionally, and if it doesn't, at the very least I've avoided a lot of the damage that can come when I let bad feelings or the inability to be happy control my decisions.
Hey! If you have indeed been feeling like this for quite a long time now, it's really good to have a checkup with a doctor just to be on the safe side! Some times physical ailments can also manifest itself in a poor mood and getting a professional opinion will always be a wise choice :)
Great suggestions from everyone. I do agree you might consider ruling out anything medical but if you do know its depression considering seeing a therapist. And take a look at the self care threads-they are some ideas on how to take care of yourself during this time. I'm sorry you are struggling. Know you aren't alone and this group is here to support you!