In need of motivation

Hi.

Im happy i found this website because I am in a struggle. A real hurtful scary struggle. I feel a black hole in my chest thats constantly pushing me to worry. worry worry. Ive taken the necessary steps to overcome my anxiety/depression.. I am on antidepressants. I just started therapy. & i talk to anyone and everyone that will listen. The problem is.... i wake up everyday with anxiety. i cant start my day normally. i feel like the antidepressants are not working nor will they ever. I am feeling SCARED. that my life will NEVER go back to normal. I feel i am going to lose my boyfriend and myself in this struggle. I feel i will never feel like me again. and me.. im ahappy straight A college student, i have great friends a great family. and a great boyfriend. There is no reason i should be feeling like my world is ending. But i do. im sick to my stomach i feel alone. and most of all i feel scared. so scared that there is no light at the end of this very dark awful tunnel that i seem to be stuck in. has anyone been in my situation? has anyone gotten out of it? please help me to feel like im not completely alone. & there is an ending to this horribleness.