Is life worth living? Mine already isn’t and seeing it’ll be more so.
I’ve battled depression from my child abuse, loneliness and years of being treated like garbage. I had another breakdown and the hospital I was taken to immediately discharged me after locking me into a room in the ER for a few days. I got served with a letter saying that the state I live in is considering forcing me to be confined to a state hospital for an unknown amount of time. They just don’t know what to do with me. I told them I don’t want treatment and I just want to be allowed to pass on by my own hand. I’m taken to the state hospital. I don’t think I’ll leave. But what does it matter? It doesn’t. I’ll just be sampling *** before I’m sent to the worse one.
I'm sorry you've struggled with depression for so long and dealt with abuse 😔 but please stay with us on Earth and 7cups. We'll listen to you ❤️
What you have been through has been awful and I totally get why you are discouraged.
I am only going to remind you of one thing - when you came out of hospitalization before you were a bit better for a while. Maybe they were onto something and they need to work a little longer to figure out what can help you.
You have people who care and people who want to make you better. I know that you can't imagine that right now. But they exist.
This visit is scary because you don't know what comes next. But it could be better and faster than last time. I am going to keep holding out hope for you. I will also continue to be here to listen any time you need to rant.@Server8462
@Server8462
Hi Server!
It makes me sad that the situation became so extreme.
You deserve much better.
You have struggled so much, overcoming so many obstacles.
I admire you for that.
There are people in this community that care much about you.
We will be with you no matter what.
Life gives us opportunities to do things.
Even if it's just feeling the coziness of our bed, drinking a coffee, watching movies, interesting/fun videos on youtube, or playing videogames.
It's better to be able to do those things (and others) than not.
You will overcome this situation.
There will be a future.
You will get there.
We will be with you all along the way.
Please keep us updated on how things unfold.
