Is this bpd or something indicating
Once in a while i feel motivarion most days now i dont and i feel emptiness no movitvarion an empty mind and rhoughts of huring myself sometimes. I get paranoid and crazy thoughts not sure but i may or not have psychosis and i have ocd but i dont feel ocd a lot now.
@tallHemlock5534, I don't have anywhere near the knowledge to even try to make a suggestion as to what these symptoms may be signs of. However, I do recognize that if you're not currently talking to a medical professional or counselor, you might want to do that since some of these symptoms can be dangerous (such as self-harm). Some of what you describe...the lack of motivation and emptiness are symptoms that I experience with my depression. It's not comfortable at all. Please keep asking questions and seeking answers. Maybe someone will come along who knows more about bipolar and such than I do. *hugs*
You might want to consider talking to a medical professional as they may be able to give you more help. I know it will be hard.