It's Been A While...
Since I met my boyfriend and soul mate, my depression hasn't really bothered me. But today, I'm feeling like my old depressed self again. My mom is suspicious of me cutting thanks to the band-aid wrappers that she found in the trash from an accidental cut that I got while shaving. I hate it when she questions me about these things, especially since I've stopped cutting.
I just need some love today, and maybe some Markiplier :)
You deserve love.
@Curtis, I'm on the same page with you ^^
@TheLPSoldier, depression is a pesky disorder. It can return to you like an ocean wave, but it will always pass in the end. Of course it doesn't make your current feelings any less valid.
Having low mood is natural, but I'm proud of you that your reaction is to reach out to his community and to improve your mood by watching something funny. Self-care is always vital, and now even more important. I'm glad that you have support from your Mom, even if being open about your struggles with her is scary. She cares for you and that can help tremendously in times of distress.
I hope today you feel better. remember to do everything to take the best care of yourself. Now you need it the most. Let us know about your day so far. Best wishes, lovely!