I've had much more than i can take

Dude, you okay man? I'm here if you want to talk.

I'm extremely in wrong state. I don't know where exactly I am at or how many good guys i have besides my dear friend depression but it feels it's near and i don't like it and can't avoid it. As much as I've wanted to get out of it but i believe i can't and really it's enough.

I DO FEEL EXTREMELY UNCOMFORTABLE.