I wonder if I have too many problems:

tldr: I wonder if I have too many problems with me mentally to function in life, and I also wonder if it is even worth trying to fix my life.

I have been depressed for about 2 years now and I am 19 years old. I have recently tried to seek help by telling my teachers I am depressed, they responded well to me being depressed and they have let me have an introductory season with a a therapist, but I don't feel it will help me at all. I just feel as if I have too many issues that are keeping me from being fully functional. I feel as if I may have depression,anxiety,ADHD,bi polar disorder, anger management issues, low self esteem,social anxiety, and chronic laziness. It would cost a lot of time for all of these problems that I maybe suffering from to be fixed, and even then I don't know if I am just making excuses to deal with the fact that I hate to work on anything I don't want to do at the moment like school work.

I hate the fact that we have to work and it makes me wonder if I will ever be able to hold a job since I have no motivation to do anything. I am probably going to be homeless in the future since I don't feel as if I am capable of handling adult responsibilities. I also don't think that I am skilled at anything useful, and I maybe greatly lacking in intelligence for someone my age. I just don't know how everyone else can put up with all the adult responsibilities that they have to handle, and still be quite happy with their life. I may feel this way due to the fact that I have never been asked to do chores around the house up until recently.

When I was at school a few days ago I realized I couldn't really focus on my school work and I was getting very annoyed at the fact I couldn't figure out how to word my answer. I was starting to move around quite a lot in my set and I even got up and almost asked to leave, but I didn't and I sat down and tried to complete more work. I have never been that annoyed by school work for quite some time, it felt as if I was about ready to fly off the hook any minute. I am quite worried that I may end up losing it one day and hurt someone I didn't mean to hurt, it would really make me feel worthless. I usually feel very annoyed every time I have to do school work since it just feels like it requires so much energy from me to complete the work, and I also find it hard to completely focus on the work since I frequently daydream. It just feels as if what ever is causing me to feel and act this way is getting worse over time, and it just feels as if I wasn't meant to be anything in life.

edited by Rain45 Moved to Depression Community due to forum re-organisation