Just a random person venting...
I don't know if I have depression, in the past I've taken many online tests that confirm that I am depressed along with many other things. I've recently took an extensive test that told me that I was bipolar along with several other things . (I took a bunch of tests because my family doesn't believe that kids my age have anything to worry about and that we can't have mental health problems)
The test results make sense. I have weeks or months where I don't feel like I can do anything. Where I don't wanna move or breathe. I lack motivation to do work at school, to talk to people and to do everything that I normally enjoy doing. And there are periods where I feel like I'm running in a high. Like I can do everything in the world. I don't sleep, like at all. I think I was going through a manic episode I got a total of ten hours of sleep in a week.
At night I just sit there and cry. I try to tell myself that "I'm okay and that everything is going to be fine" but it doesn't work because I know that there's something wrong with me but idk.
Once again, I'm sorry. I just wanted to vent about everything.
@amiablePine6001
It sounds like there's a lot going on for you right now! I'm sorry to hear that your parents aren't being supportive during this tough time. We are all here for you, and always remember you can connect to a listener. 