Just a random question

So recently I went off of my depression/anxiety meds, and now I feel even worse. At first I felt great when I was on meds, like I was being real again, and then the next day I was the same as always. Then they upped my dosage, and I started feeling emotionally numb for the most part. I could only be happy for a minute or two before I was feeling nothing again. My depression worsened, so I quickly stopped taking my meds. Once again, I felt great for a couple of days, really smiling for the first time in months. Now I keep feeling like I'm going to pass out, and I'm once again an emotional wreck who doesn't even want to leave my room most of the time, let alone leave the house.

Now everyone thinks it's a good idea for me to go back and try another kind of medication, but I'm not sure if that would make anything better. Any tips or thoughts on what I should do?