Just cannot seem to escape
Crawling out of bed, hoping that my energy sourcewill fall in behind me and get me excited about the start of brand new day, is not happening. As I walk over to silence the alarm and ask God to protect and give me strength, it is a struggle. By the time I am ready to hit the door, my mood has flat lined. I am auto pilot as I drive into work and some days I find myself wondering why am I here in the first place. Then I do a mental check list of work tasks for the day, trying to decide on what I want to not do first.
Its time of the year again, the turning of the page from summer to fall. The weather is horrible with an abundance of rain storms, heavy fog and a few moments of warm sunshine. My mood craves the glorious sun and its warmth.
So here I am once again in a perplexed mood that I just cannot seem to escape. Food is totally out of the question, a ninety minute nap sounds good but not possible. So under a canopy I will sit with a hot cup of coffee, try and clear my head and meditate in theearly morning darkness. Thank you for listening.
~~~ How do you make a comment to another person's post ? I always want to reply backwith a comment when someone connect to my post.
As a member you should be able to click on reply when you want to comment on another post.
Also, you said "thank your listening", no thanks needed. It was a pleasure reading your post and if you ever feel the need to chat, I'd be more than happy to listen.
Thank you for reaching out to me and for the tip on how to reply back.
@Zufriedenheit----
You've beautifully describe how I feel many times for so many years. Although I drink hot chocolate and not coffee. Depression is hard and complicated. But there is a way to dig yourself out of that hole. There is always a light if you just look up. Talking helps me a lot. I'd be happy to listen to you if you want to just talk.
Thank you for reaching out with your post