Lonlieness and depression
Hi, not sure where to start. I feel like my life is a mess, there are times where I feel like im just existing and times where I hate myself so much I end up doing something so stupid. I've been so sad and so angry it's like i cant control it. Feel like i have no one. I feel like im drowning. I'm not sleeping well im not eating well, I'm always in bed and im always so tired. I hate it, I feel so ashamed of it.
I just want someone to listen instead of someone thinking they know what to do with me. No one understands me. My whole life ive just been wanting for someone to take care of me and love me and say that they get me. I just feel so lonely. Everyone hates me. Don't know how much more I can take.
@bestMap6925
Hi map, i am so sorry that you are going through this difficult time and having some emotions you are struggling with. I can assure you that i dont hate you, i care about you a lot and i dont even know you:) You are worth it. and on 7 cups community we take pride to listen to our members and help support them and be there for them. Please dont hesitate to reach out to me or any one of our great listeners, as that is what we are here for to be there for you<3 I would love to hear more about what is going on so i can help you through it, i understand you want someone there, to love you and help you, and be present through the hard times as well. Have you ever been diagnosed for depression? I have had the same symptoms as you, and i connected it to depression with my doctor. Have you seen a doctor for your symptoms? Anyways, please don't hesitate to reach out to me, and if i am available i will reply<3
@magicalOcean594 hey thank you for the kind words it means alot to me. also no ive not been dignosed with depression, i just say its depression cause ive got so many symptoms. i also havent even spoken to my doctor
@bestmap6925
Im so sorry to hear that. If you ever want to chat. Feel free to message me :) i hope things get better for you map
@magicalOcean594 thank you ❤️
@besap6925 anytime <3
@magicalOcean594 also i cant message you, you only listen to over 18 and im 14 so doesnt have the option to leave you a message
@bestMap6925
ahhh i see! Sorry i didnt know<3 well best of luck to you.
@magicalOcean594 thanks
@bestMap6925 to be honest i have typed so many replies. All i wanna do is to hug u a warm hug .
@politeBeach5257 awh your really sweet ❤️