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I've looked for help so many times, tried so many things, but I always leave feeling exactly the same. Nothing works, and each time I'm even less willing to try again. I'm liked by everyone and yet I'm lonelier than I've ever been, I've had a couple run ins with pills to try and force myself to feel something, and it's just a mess. I don't know what to do and it gets worse every day. Just looking to see if anyone would be willing to talk for a bit in like 2 hours or so, since I won't be available till then. It doesn't have to be a robotic "how are you feeling," I just want to talk to someone who's been through what I've been through-probably worse honestly, I don't know what the hell is wrong with me-so if you're up for it lemme know. For the rest of you all, I hope you have a great night. I genuinely do.
@crimsonMango3155 Hey there! I really identify with what you said you've been going through. I feel like I've tried everything I can think of already, and I'm judt getting worse... also feel very lonely despite having a great family and some good friends. I'd love to talk to someone who's going through similar issues :)
@crimsonMango3155 I feel just the same and as you said much worse. I do not know what is wrong with me, tried many therapists and medication programs and nothing worked. Tried sports, arts, music, meditation, pets, travel etc. everything. I make friends easy and people like me but I just isolate myself from them all and push them away...so really I am just as exasperated as you are, way past frustration, just exasperation and desolation...I am not a listener so sorry that I cannot talk to you but I just wabted to let ypu know...I am sorry you are in the same nasty tormenting spot...
I can talk to you guys. I think I can help.