Lost
I feel like a ship without a rudder, aimlessly drifting through life and just as useless. I feel that i am a burden to my friends and family, as if it would be best if I cut them out of my life. I know this isn't true but I can't shake that feeling. I feel like a failure, even though I actually have accomplished much. I just can't shake these feelings. I can't even pinpoint the time it started whether this stems from my military service or my struggle with my sexuality but it seems to be snowballing.
Can I ask is something happened in the military that was stressful ? Also how are you struggling with your sexuality ?
Sorry it took a week to respond but I was busy with work. It isn't one event that led to my current feelings, I also can't pinpoint one occasion that leads to the way I feel. It seems to be a bunch of small things leading to where I am. Also I was just writing my feelings down, but I was glad someone listened.
