My Struggles and a Little Bit About Me..
Hi,my name is Esmer. I am 14 years old and soon to be 15 in September. I have depression and social anxiety. I've self harmed a few times. I'm extremely exhausted of my life and everything. I haven't been happy in a year. That feeling is so foreign to me now. I don't know what it is. I pretty much only have 2 friends. I love them so much and couldn't ask for better ones. I am moving to a different city and new school for high school in August. Freshman year. I worry about being alone. I feel unwanted everyday. Fun facts...I love bands and YouTubers. x
HiEsmerPayne,
It sounds like you've beenin some difficult situations and they've left you feeling like theres nothing left to be happy about. I moved to a new country when I was in the middle of my high school years, and I didnt know a single person for a while. I felt very very alone and I was sad most of the time. I relied on my friends back home a lot, and this might probably be easier for you to do since youre going to school in a different city, andnot a different country. You met your friends for a reason, and just like that you will probably meet new people in your new high school. I would suggest that you try to be friendly and talk to people, the worst thing they can do is not talk to you, and thats fine cause it tells you they'd be bad friends anyway. I was reserved when I got to high school here and I didnt meet many new people, and looking back, I wish I would have been more outspoken cause it would have made my time there a lot easier and happier.
I hope you enjoy your new school and try to make the best of what you have, sometimes its easy to overlook all the good things around you and focus on the bad, but try not to and everything will change for the better.