My dark thoughts coming to light (trigger warning: self harm)

I'm a little hesitant about posting this because I don't like to bring attention to myself when it comes to my depression and the problems I face with it. I'll start with a little bit of background.

One night I was cutting and typing what I was thinking in the form of a poem. I want to post this because I think it's important to put things like this where someone who can help will be able to find it and have the opportunity to help me. So here it is I guess.

No one will see 


No one will care 


Dont worry about me


Im too scared to dare 


Nobody will know 


Nobody will find out


I roll down my sleeves


And cover up my new little secrets


Im worthless


Pathetic 


Not worth the time


People pretend to care 


And pain creeps down my spine 


Im living a lie 


And every day scrape by


Im not going to be okay 


I wish I could die


I smile everyday 
to hide the pain 


I wish I could say goodbye


But I know Ill never follow through

Thank you for reading and wanting to help. I have another thing like this and I'll post it if I find it.