My emotions are becoming my enemy. I don't know what to do anymore.
My name is Kate. I don't like to dump my whole life problems on people, but I've never felt so alone until lately. I don't want to pay somebody to help me or care about me. So I'm hoping if I reach out and tell you my story maybe you'll care enough. My life has always been a struggle. From bullying, anxiety, depression etc. no matter how many positive things I have ever had in my life, I always find myself in that same dark place. I don't know why I have felt this way. The feelings of no self worth and more. Sometimes I even feel foolish for even feeling this way. I know god has blessed me but I wish I could truly enjoy this life he gave me. I letmyself cut myself in order to release the pain. I just want to learn how to be happy. I'm sick of believing what people say to me. My whole life I have pleased other people. I've never really done much of anything for myself. I'm starting to believe I am nothing. Just another person. I'm tired of crying and being unhappy all the time. I don't want people to judge me or call me names. Why can't anybody just get to know me? I want this pain to stop. I know nothing I'm doing is helping. Maybe there's somebody out there who can. I'm hoping im wrong. That somebody will be able to tell me I am worth something. I've never been able to believe that ever. I'm hoping my life will get better. Today it will change. At least I'm hoping it will. Thank you fit snub one who reads this. -Kate
I Meant to say at the end thank you for anyone. Typo :/
Hi Kate! You're always free to dump your problems on us:)
I can't even imagine how much you're hurting right now. Emotions with or without cause can be hard to deal with when they all bottle up inside of you like that.I really hope things get better for you too though! Stay strong, and keep fighting.
(PS - You may or may not have noticed that 7 Cups has guides on both depression and managing emotions. So, if you're ever feeling up for it...)
Thank you so much. Your so kind, I will look into one of the guides. :)
wow u sound like me. let's talk about it I don't judge
Being judged is one of my fears. That'swhy I don't like going to people. But I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. I need somebody to tell me everything is going to be okay even though I have a hard time thinking it is. I hate this.
