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User Profile: Sethaskye
Sethaskye April 17th, 2020

My chest felt like there was a balloon that came up to my neck. I couldn't breath. My anxiety was at its all time high. I reached out to the one and only i had for support. They turned away from me and looked at me different. I then became extremely tired. I went to sleep. I woke up anew. But this time i felt like stone. I couldn't feel. The thing that i was looking forward to, the thing that made me so happy. I knew i was happy but didn't feel happy. That one person still has their back turned toward me. I am alone. I can't feel. I am now becoming extremely tired again. I know i can fall right asleep.

this is the truth. This is today. This is right now.indecision

i am Sam. Hello there.

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User Profile: Jem7Cups
Jem7Cups April 17th, 2020

@Sethaskye Hi Sam,

This is beautifully written. Do you write often?

There's some troubling things mentioned here, are you OK? ❤ I'm here to talk if you need it.

Welcome to 7 Cups! 😁

Jem 💜 (forum supporter)

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User Profile: Sethaskye
Sethaskye OP April 17th, 2020

@Jem7Cups Thank you for asking if I'm okay. Yesterday was a day where i was very depressed. Very anxious and very tired. Yesterday it felt as if one thing after another was happening. I cried it out at the end of the day. Today is better. I'm not 100% but I'm better. I don't write a lot but i enjoyed it when i was in college. I felt like pouring my heart out to whoever would listen.

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