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Hey everyone. I'm not even sure anyone will read this but I don't even care. A year ago I was diagnosed with epilepsy right as I was trying to join the US Army, I live in a very tiny town with no public transportation which normally would be no problem except I now can't drive. I never suffered from depression until I was put on my medicine which can cause depression (yay me right). Now I have no plans no money no personal freedom and have to rely on my parents or friends to get anywhere. Now I know they probably don't mind but I recently have felt like a complete burden on everyone and I can't talk with my family about this cause I'm too proud and they just wouldn't understand. So if you have read this sorry for wasting your time I just needed to vent about absolutely nothing. Bye for now