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User Profile: fearlessGrapes154
fearlessGrapes154 April 10th, 2015

No suicide prevention services were able to help me. I feel so alone, I'm about to kill myself. Life isn't worth living without a soul to share it with.

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User Profile: azureSpring6740
azureSpring6740 April 10th, 2015

What's wrong, killing isn't the solution, I been there. I know how it feels once your off this earth it's like your troubles, worries, and stress would be over because you don't have to live it anymore.. I'm still struggling trying to make it everyday even the morning.. if you need someone to talk to, im here.

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User Profile: fearlessGrapes154
fearlessGrapes154 OP April 10th, 2015

Would you put down a dog if it was suffering? Our very existence becomes meaningless when faced with desparity, suffering, and hopelessness. I have no help, no meaning, and am invisible to my peers. I've been told to get out there, but that's impossible considering the amount of suffering I go through each day. All they think about is social media and sex. I no longer have emotional ties to these people, let alone any emotion at all. All I wanted was a girlfriend, and obviously, that's too much to ask for. Especially someone who understands me. Emptiness is all that remains in this helpless soul. I welcome death.

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User Profile: azureSpring6740
azureSpring6740 April 10th, 2015

Honestly, everything you said was deep, and I know how you feel.. it might be hard coming from someone contacting you back online.. it is sad social media is mostly important nowadaysand we all knowin this society sex sells, which sucks.. I to said the same exact thing you said.. im in a relationship but sometimes I feel alone, he doesn't know the things I think about or cry pretty much everyday in life.. and I been judged when I cry so now I try to hide my emotions by lying.. believe me, I know how it feels to be alone, and feel empty and just want it all to be over.. till this day sometimes I ask god why am I here. and to answer your question on the dog task.. I would let it die on it's own.. because that was his/her time.. that doesn't mean I would let it suffer with the condition they are in but spend time and share all my love I can give..

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User Profile: azureSpring6740
azureSpring6740 April 10th, 2015

What's wrong, killing isn't the solution, I been there. I know how it feels once your off this earth it's like your troubles, worries, and stress would be over because you don't have to live it anymore.. I'm still struggling trying to make it everyday even the morning.. if you need someone to talk to, im here.

User Profile: Tea4x
Tea4x April 10th, 2015

You are not alone. There are hundreds of people in this community that are here to help you and share life with you!

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User Profile: fearlessGrapes154
fearlessGrapes154 OP April 10th, 2015

Those people haven't helped me

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User Profile: Innerstrength61
Innerstrength61 April 10th, 2015

The ability to kill ones self is a powerful ability that is exclusive to people. But what is far more powerful and significantly more difficult to understand is the power to give yourself purpose. Everyone can give themselves purpose. Please don't give in, life is beautiful if you can look at it in the wrong direction with the right people. If you won't do it for yourself, do it for the many people who you can help in your lifetime. Live and in your heart shall burn a fire of perseverance. I know you can do it without even having met you.

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User Profile: Ryan1410
Ryan1410 April 10th, 2015

Please dont commit suicide its a sin. Just pray and He will help you. Find a friend and talk to him/her you can do it believe in yourself! I'll pray for you. God bless

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7cot0000001 April 11th, 2015

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