No hope
Everthing is my fault. Mom hates me, or at least doesn't like me anymore. She admitted I am a burden to her.
In a fit of rage, I got suspended from Trevorspace and now I'm lonely again. I'm a fucking idiot.
I want it to end.
I have no friends. Or at least, the ones I find interesting I only see once in a blue moon, and the others are fucking boring.
I'm extremely tired of living. I'm tired of waking up every day and suffering. I can't call the hotline, and the chat never works for me either. I can't text the hotline on IOS. I have no reason to live and it's all my fault.
@emotionalSquare9806 everything is not your fault.you just need to believe in you. Is there any other relatives you can stay with.? Don't judge yourself by what your mom says.i had a very critical mom myself.
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I'll only feel guilty if I torture mom more.
It's my fault I think I'm a tranny, and I'm obsesseed with gender, and it's my fault that I have no friends, and no social media to find interesting people.
@emotionalSquare9806. Well if she says your a burden.sounds like she'd be glad you went to relatives.
@emotionalSquare9806 Let's take it one step at a time. Are you Male to Female, or Female to male? Let's start there. BTW-at some time in everyones life they are a burden. My Southern Baptist Right Wing mother doesn't want a gay son, but she's got one. That's her demon to work through, not mine.
