Not giving up.Looking for someone in exactly the same situation.Someone who won't replace me

Looking for a friend everywhere..Please read it ALL - My name's Julita and I'm 26 year old.I'm here because I would love to find someone to talk to.I don't have any true friends & I want to change my situation.I don't really want to wait any longer than 5 or 6 hours just to get a message that can be typed & send in a few seconds or minutes..I'm a human too and I hate excuses..I don't need another shallow friendship.

I want to meet someone who wants to talk on a daily basis - why? I want to finally see someone's engagement..I want to talk to someone who also needs a friend to talk to throughout the day.I'm always the one waiting for people's messages and I'm sick of them never making any time for me.

& I don't feel understood by them.Strong friendships are based on mutual support.One of the best things you can do for a friend in need, is just to be there for them when they want to talk.I often see posts from people who always say how friendless they are because they don't feel loved or appreciated by their "friends" remember! A true friend - someone who truly likes you or someone who wants to get to know you - will always find time for you.

I have a lot of free time (I don't want anyone to send me a message only out of sympathy or boredom though - friendships shouldn't be forced so..send me a message only If you want to talk often and If you're a talkative person) I'm not really interested in small talk/short messages - I love long and meaningful messages.It's so easy to find someone who loves abbreviations and questions like "How are you?" How was your day? Or what are you interested in? But so hard/almost impossible to find a person who knows how to keep a conversation going & show others some effort.

I personally don't care about people's interests -common interests.What matters to me is your honesty,respect,your outlook on life.

+ I'd rather talk to someone in a similar situation.Someone friendless..Don't get me wrong - most people deserve to be happy and It's good to have friends but people who have friends in real life are usually more focused on them & have less time for their new potential friends..I can say the same thing about people in relationships and people who have children.I can't blame them but all friendships require some effort and I don't need another "friendship" with someone who prioritizes other people over me.Not again.

I do - understand that some people really have no need to talk often and that's ok.That's why I want to meet someone in the same situation.

I've been through a lot which is why I understand people's problems and I absolutely don't mind complaining.Feel free to tell me what you want to tell me - life can be tough & some people don’t have anyone to vent to.

Successful social connection involves the ability to share both positive and negative emotions.Most people don't want to hear anything "negative" but I'm different.Sadness is a part of life.Not everyone is happy & some traumatic situations change us.I'm always willing to talk..support others..instead of just saying "Can we talk about something else?!" Can you stop" Leave the past behind" I would never say that.We can't change the past but It's always better to get something of your chest.It’s extremely difficult, and painful, to ignore something that’s important to you and always pretend that everything is OK.Sometimes even a single conversation can be very helpful.It's very important to feel understood.Lack of communication or conversations with people who don't understand you..can only make things worse

Please don't ask me to describe myself or "Can you tell me something about yourself?" If you want to know something about me just ask me :)

18-35 age range.