No words
I can't really put into words my mind set. But I will try. Right now I feel alone, unwanted, sad, and I want to cry. I feel the world would be better if it never knew me. I could vanish and people would not even look for me. I am not important in this world. I know it's not true but I feel this way. I have no friends and just three family members that talk to me (only when they need something from me). If it wasn't for my son I would vanish.
@TheDude0156 I have been there. A lot. Thought and felt the same things. Its hard to turn those thoughts around. The only thing that me through feeling like is my son. I would look at him and think I have to be here for him. I have to get through today for him. I had to take hr by hr instead of day by day. Too much can happen in 1 day and felt overwhelming. I took it hr by hr and made small attainable goals like make my son laugh, make myself laugh, just something to make myself smile. Usually helped me. Just know there are people out there willing to listen. Myself included.