Please help
Someone please help me I don't know where to turn anymore.my doctor put me on depressionmeds and I'm getting worse. I wakeup just wanting to die. He said he wants psych to take over my meds but i can't find counseling or a psychiatrist that take my insurance. I'm so sad all of the time I don't know what to do. My friends are worried i don't really want to die i just want to stop hurting. Please help me I want to get better
let's talk, I'm not a professional but I want to help,
Ijust don't know what to do .I feel like crying but i can't even do that
I understand the not crying part, haven't had a good cry in years even at my lowest moments, let start with something somewhat simple but can be complex, what makes you sad
I can't even tell you why I'm so low honestly this doesn't even make senseto me. Everything is going all ihave good friends I just got to see my family and I just got a promotion at work. And yet I still have thought about killing myself multiple times today. I had to go to my friend's house to keep myself safe
have you been like this for a long period of Time?
I have suffered depression and anxiety almost my whole life..... I just don't want to hurt myself anymore
also, too just backing up for a sec. with the suicide part, do you actually visualize, as in premeditation of the act itself or is it along the line of suicidal thoughts where you don't just want to live
I just don't want to live....... I have a plan and everything. I will do anything at this point to make it all stop
please don't follow out with that plan, though I haven't seen your face I imagine that you are a beautiful person and I mean that with sincerity. it's not your time to go. you said yourself that you have good friends and family and I'm sure they all love you very much, I have another question though about your professional help, how were things before they started medicating you?
I was better before the meds honestly. I just don't see a point anymore. I feel like I'm not meant to get the help I need
don't give up, I can tell that you're really trying to get better but due to unfortunate circumstances it's limiting you, have you not taken the mess for any period of time since having been put on them, it may be that the side effects are making it worse rather than helping not all meds work as they claim
I honestly feel worthlessand pathetic and I beat myself up for this disease every day
but you're not, you're worth just as much if not more than any other person living. and you CANNOT blame yourself. You didn't choose this life status. but if you truly believe, you can change that or if anything make it so that you're not constantly suffering like this
I'm trying hard to make it stop
fight hard for it. find that happy place in your heart. focus on what you love and the parts that make your life good
I try to. My head is so fuzzy. I feel lost
it's ok we can fight the fog together. tell me this, besides your friends and family. what do you love?
Nothing
do you have a favorite place to visit?
No. imdoing good if i get out of bed