Please help
Oh my gosh I don't know what is happening to me. There's times when I feel like absolute crap and other times I feel empty. Sometimes, I'm a little happy when my friends intereact with me, but it only lasts for a second. When I am alone my thoughts start racing about myself. This has happened a few times, the last a few months ago. This one is probably one of my worst... I'd just like to at least talk to someone please. I feel worthless and my friends don't know. I really want to tell one but I'm scared. This has caused me to go back into a bad habit I don't really want to talk about. So yeah I'm not good at explaining. I feel like everyone dislikes me in some way, I'm not worthy of anything and I cannot reach my goal(s). It's just, I really don't have words.
@WolfbloomAbby
Percieving what we believe in
is decieving and has no meaning
as life's mistreating
dishes out this beating
........Leaving us bleeding
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But we cant see it if we close our minds
....and we cant think about this when we're blind
so walk away and you will find,
a freind here waiting for a sign!
So take your time
.....and organise
whats on your mind
and you'll wisely find
you're not really behind
so relax your eyes and you'll realize
you're fine just the way you are!
And you can reach for the stars
put cream on the scars
and then healing transpires
The delusional parts only confuse our goals
...and they corrupt our souls
Leaving us with a heart full of holes.
Set goals now and your mind will see
what closed eyes have failed to believe
Don't let sight deceive & keep us on our knees
....throwing logic into the breeze.
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Winds at your back excited
Winds of hope reignited me.
Step by step confide
so we can share secrets of life
........Thinking
"what could be?"
.......But only if we let it,
if you hold back you'll regret it!
"There, Now I've gone and said it!"
We hold ourselves down......
Dirty on the ground.....
I've found myself tourmented and bound
by invisibility. ......
I've ignorged all possibility.....
so I must set myself free
of a self-inflicted confined mystery
....That causes so much mind-bending mysery
I am so sorry! I just wanted to tell you that you are special and I will be praying for you, because Jesus can help you!
@bubbleFig9466
Thank you 💙
