Please help
I had postiive thoughts and hyper acyivity then dellusions came and some violent thoughts came now through mind which mind cant let go and i feel crazy mind telling me i should kill myself that i should isolated and cant become good again from the thoughts. Before the dellusions and depression i found this repugnant thought but now passes through freely and mind feels no guilt until after the dellusion ends. And im becoming paranoid thinking people is watching what im writing or images someone is laughing at me or watching me in the window. And other times mind is blank and bored nonstop and i feel random anger out of nowhere.
@tallHemlock5534 hello! im sorry you are feeling this way! i researched a bit about these symptoms and i found out that there were mixed. a few from bipolar syndrome and a few from depression. i sugest you talk to someone immediatly in order to maintain this behaviour. i really hope you have a counselor at your school or have supportive parents or relatives because you really need to see a psychiatrist. if you dont have someone you can trust please call suicide hotline or depression hotline . even if you are not suicidal please call !please call! or chat with someone! here https://www.thehopeline.com/d2l-chatnow or call 020 8038 7329
@BookwormCat yes, I agree, for this kind of disorders external help is necessary!
