Someone save me if you will..

My Friend,

I'm sorry that you are going through this and I am sure this is definitely very difficult to go through alone. Is it possible that we can arrange a good time to speak? And you can share more of what is going on with your life.

Do not try to hurt yourself as it will just continue to spiral downwards. We are here with you.

Heyyy

Someone help me

Hi there. I can hear how awful this is for you and hope you've been able to find some support.

If you haven't been able to get in contact with someone, this page should show you listeners who can chat to people under 18 - https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/?agegroup=teen&expertise=&country=&language=&keyword=&sortby=availability

Please also feel welcome to message me if you would like and we can arrange a time to chat in the future about what's going on for you.

If you've been having thoughts of suicide please do call the suicide hotline in your country to talk about what you're going through.

I hope you can find the right support through all of this and things improve for you very soon. Take care

I'm really sorry that you're going through such a hard time! But if you go to browse listeners and search by age it'll show teens and you can click on that we have great teen listeners as well as adult teen listeners! You'll find a great listener! We're all here for you!

Hello, Unknowndepressed2. Clearly you're going through a hard time. But of course, life is filled with challenges and setbacks, everyone of us has our own set of problems, so no one can fully understand your agony than yourself.

However, ashumans we are the dominant species, we all have the fight in us- the will to survive. No matter how small the fight in us is left, the fight is still there, only waiting for you to summon it with courage. Depression is a long battle, and you need all the support to summon out that courage and hope to win the battle. Regardless of how long this battle will take, you will win the battle eventually.

To summon that fight isn't easy, butyou need to believe you can do it, Give yourself a chance. Although you may not see the light yet, the tunnel has an end, and hope is what helps you reach the end of the tunnel to see the light. This may seem ridiculous to you (considering the pain you been through), but challenges in life are a gift. When things are still bad, that means you haven't reach the end of the challenge. What do i mean? In my life, i met with several near death experiences. They are accidental and not sucidal. But i'mstill here today, and the minutes of experience of drowning in the pool has made me grateful for everyday. It is a gift, so that i use my life meaningfully. Challenges may seem terribleto face,but if we change our mindset to see it positively, we can realisethings we never know of.

And i need you to learn to love yourself. Loving yourself is the greatest thing you can give to yourself. It gives you the courage to fight on. It makes you realise that you've focus on your flaws so much that you ignored your strengths. To err is to human, no one is perfect. If you can love yourself, even if no one is there, you will be there for yourself, You will realisethat you're much more worthy than what your family thinks. If we think ourselves negatively, others will do so. When we are ourselves and we love ourselves, this love radiates to others and they will share this love too.

But of course, we can't do anything to force people to treat us as we want. What i hope is that you can find back your strength to stand tall and strong, this is hard but possible. Maybe you can spend more time in school(if you're schooling) or move in to a hostel(if possible). Talking helps greatly. Talk to a trusted teacher, friend, counselor or any listener here. I was ostracize and bullied when young, i decided to pick up some self-defense martial arts to get fit. This helps me physically and mentally, it helps me relieve my emotions out. You can consider learning? i don't know but it works for me.

These are all my opinions, i don't know your situationexactly so please pardon me if i said anything wrong. I hope you can find your fight, and win your battle against depression.

-theblacksheep (i'm not a listener but i really wanted to help)

https://boggletheowl.tumblr.com/post/41509206591/ive-been-getting-a-lot-of-these-lately-and-i

this is inspiring (the poster above)

I'm so sorry that you're going through that. I can relate to your pain, and have had similar things said and done to me my entire life. You are not alone, and you have people here willing to listen and support you whenever you need it. Please know you are worth so much more than those harsh words and mean actions of those around you. Sometimes, it's hard to feel worthy when everyone around you says differently, but know that they do not define you. Only you can define your worth and your brilliance, and it is awesome that you were brave enough to share your story here.

Cutting is a relief but I promised I won't again I have my last cut on my wrist now...