Still here. Still not feeling better.
yeah I’m here. I haven’t had any reprieves from my depression. I still have thoughts of suicide but no active intentions. I contacted a suicide hotline last Saturday and they followed up with me on Tuesday. when you tell them you can’t afford treatment they really run out of options. She just told me life was worth living and just left. It’s oddly freeing when the only line of defense don’t have any words of advice. I’m still spending every day asking myself what’s the point of living. Whether I live or die, I still don’t really careZ
@Server8462
I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling with depression and suicidal thoughts. It's great that you reached out to a suicide hotline for help, but it's unfortunate that they couldn't provide much assistance. It's important to remember that you are not alone and there are resources available, even if they may be limited. Please don't give up hope and keep seeking help. How can our community support you in these difficult times?
- @globalBraid3744 I really don’t know. I just don’t want to bother anyone.
@Server8462
volunteers on 7 Cups want to be here for others and they are ready to give you the support that you deserve!
So glad to see you here again. I do watch for you.
Sorry that I missed your message earlier. @Server8462
@Server8462
I don't know whether my reply will be of much help, but hear me out.
I believe there's still a part of you that wants to stay alive. That's why you've contacted the suicide hotline and posted here, on 7 cups.
Here are some things I challenge you to think about.
If you die, you will never be able to hug the person you love the most again.
Think you don't love yourself? Think again. There are trillions of antibodies in your body that would die for you.
Understand that healing takes time. You might see all of these replies and people being nice to you and still think to yourself, "Wow, I don't feel anything". Give yourself time. Don't feel bad for being a human being, like the rest of us. Heck, even if you were an alien I'd still wanna be friends with you. Aliens are cool.
