Surrounded by Ignorance and Stupidity

I am a disabled senior. I lost my spouse due to a mental crisis. She was taken out in crisis never to come back. I have dealt with gay bashing and hatred since then. Now my cat has bit me and i went to hospital. It got reported to the state and now they are trying to get me to go for follow up so they can put my cat to sleep on me. I dont' think so. His rabies shot lapsed by one year. He is not an outdoor cat. He is acting out to all the hatred and violence in this place. It is affecting him as much as me. I now have 2 new decent neighbors to talk to. I hate this place. I turned down moving because i bought a cheap car that needed money to fix up. so now i am resubmitting again to move. i have to get a 2nd loan to move but it is worth it. my spouse is stuck in residential care housing and she is divorcing me. and i have no choice in the matter. i am depressed, angry, upset, lonely, tired, and wish it all were a bad dream. as i have been told, get over it, life moves on. i just wish people would stop being so damn mean to each other, and my pet.