The D word

I think I have depression. This is not going to be the most eloquent post because I have never even dared uttered it outloud to a person. My energy levels are always low, I cry multiple times a week sometimes for no reason, sometimes because I am in such a negative head space it all builds up. I am isolating myself more from people because a voice convinces me my friends will have more fun without me....you get the idea. I guess the point of this post was to for the first time "say something".