This is pretty new to me
Struggling to wake up and know in my heart I'm loved by someone. I show so much love and I try very very hard to make sure that person knows all of the effort that went in just for them. But I dont think ive ever gotten that effort for me, by anyone. I feel like a burden, and sometimes like a disgrace to my own family. People that dont know me seem to like me well enough but when I let them in. They see me and they dont want it
@plumOak5897
Thank you for sharing this. I know the feeling, I always put so much effort into my relationships.
After I broke up with my first boyfriend because long-distance didn't work for us I started feeling so alone. He was the only person that gave me the feeling of being loved. I'm so scared that I will never get that feeling again from someone else.
