Tired of TikTok Bullies
Lately I've been outed as a scammer etc on *** *** reddit. I'm none of these things. But because I ask for help with food etc they think I am. And I get bullied for it. My son passed in may my grandma who raised me is fixing to pass away at any moment. I've been struggling with homelessness and grief. These bullies have pushed me to hurting myself yesterday and today. And the day before yesterday. I spoke with suicide hotline who gave me this app for support. I'm hoping it helps. I'm at a loss and unsure what to do or what my next steps should be. I feel like a failure to everyone even myself.
Sincerely,
A loving yet depressed autistic woman.
@DepressedWarrior94
Hi there, I am so very very sorry that life has you so weighted down. Yes, there is even more things going on than it use to be. I hear your pain and I understand the pressures of life. It does not seem fair that we have to endure such pain. But to you me dear one, you have been heard and your pain felt we are here to sit with you or hold your hand, maybe even give you a safe supportive hug.
Would you be willing to talk to a listener who could maybe help you get through this?
Whatever you do find someone that you can talk to to get it out, that can be so rewarding. Maybe you can just keep posting what you are feeling in this thread and I know that we will reach out to you and do our best to help you through.
I truly understand
Thank you so much. And I have reached out to a listener.
Thanks so much for joining us. We are here to help by listening and sharing. Most people on this site are very kind and many also suffer from depression.
What would it look like if you got rid of that app and never went back to look at it? It is a pretty evil app with lots of unkind people.
You can find lots of kinder social media out there. @DepressedWarrior94
Honestly I'd probably just be sleeping all day. I enjoy going live laughing making friends. But if I could find an app similar where I can Livestream and have fun then I would be willing to try it out.
It probably would be worth looking for one. I don't think the one that you are on will be able to make you happy in the same way again. @DepressedWarrior94