Trapped
I feel so trapped, physically,mentally and emotionally. I feel like I have completely screwed up my life and no mater what I do it seems like there is no way though. I keep trying to find reasons to keep going but on most days those few reasons would be better off without me.i keep doing things that use to make me happy but it all just seems so pointless. I want to be happy and to live but I just feel like I don't deserve to, like just the thought of being happy is wrong.
@wolfman77
Hi. I totally get the situation you are in right now. We all have to live through difficulties in life and that’s what makes us better. First of all, you are not screwed up. Your life is meaningful. Even though you might not feel it, there is always someone that cares about you. You are someone else’s reason to move forward. Secondly, if they don’t care about you, let them be that way. Find people who you really enjoy and care about your feeling. Feeling happy is not pointless, in fact, it is extremely important. What is the point of coming to this world and live a life? If we know we will someday return to where we came from, why not do things that makes you happy? 50 years later, when we become old people, we can recall all the fun things we did back then and laugh about it. I always believe that if you are happy, that is one day, you are sad, that is also one day. We have to spend this day after all, then make it a happy day. We didn’t came to this world to be the best, or a super successful person. We came to see how the fish swims in the water, how birds fly in the sky. The society needs you. Face everything with a positive mood, and you will get positive feedbacks! Trust me, things will get better. The dark cloud can’t stay forever, it will leave. Walk into the sunshine and get rid of all the unhappiness. You are the BEST!!!!! You really are. Everything will be fine, trust in yourself! :)
Best wishes
