Trying to get over my ex whom I've broken up with 3 months ago.

I want to tell you a story of what happened between me and my ex.


In February, I believe it was, I met this wonderful girl named Briana, oh man she was the most perfect girl I have ever met, I was truly in love with her after being with her for a week. I loved her with a passion. We Skyped every day, and every night. We told each other we loved each other every day. Me and her were in love with each other, we laughed at each other's jokes. We connected in a special way, unlike any other way I've ever connected with someone. I asked her to marry me, she said yes. Me and her were planning to meet during the summer.... she sent me stuff in the mail.... I'm in tears now. Thinking about it makes me really sad. The stuff she sent me was just... so cute. But the bad part about that is.... we broke up 3 months later, and we were pretty much engaged. I got her stuff in the mail a week after we broke up, I didn't want to cry in front of anyone. I didn't even cry. The pain was so unreal I couldn't cry. She gave me a strong hint she had feelings for another guy, so I pretty much just told her I'm done with her. I was also emotionally unstable that day, she was depressed and I was depressed so I couldn't do anything.It was partially her fault for us breaking up. I think about her every single day.