Turtles all the way down
I feel like I’ve been crying for a whole day. Every time I try to reach out to the ones I love all I get is blame and anger. The guilt they put on my shoulders keeps increasing every time we talk. I feel like they hate me I want to be someone else
Hey @amusingPineapple2546, I know what you mean. Someone I thought was a good friend just got upset with me when I reached out about my depression and then ghosted me and blamed me for things falling apart. It's not just unfair to us when this happens, it's exhausting and overwhelming. I'm sorry you have to go through this. If you can, take a day for just yourself. Doing things on your own that you like despite judgment of others (I like blowing bubbles) and eating your favorite things if you can. I find it helpful to ease the weight for a bit. Side note- idk if you're also a Beloit alumni but 💚 turtles all the way down.
