your worth is something you cant acknowledge by yourself, just like butterflies cant see their own wings. You're beautiful. You will meet your soulmate, spend various of time with them. You will have goals to achieve in the near future.

Dont give up. One part of life is hard, those situations where you question your own life. If you're worth of living. The other part is those beautiful moments you will remember for the rest of your life

@HonorableBagel

I can't stand working and my hobbies aren't marketable.

I understand when you say that your hobbies aren't marketable. A hobby is something you do purely for your own pleasure, my dear. You like to do it. It doesn't necessarily have to pay your bills. If your hobby is something that can fill your pockets and pay your bills, it is really wonderful. You are the luckiest person to have found something that you like to do and you are good at it.

You need to work, though. I know it is hard. It is better if you like it, or you just have to do it. Do you know why.....it is so that you would be able to do the things you actually love.

It might actually feel a little better about yourself. It will make you feel confident. You need that confidence. You are not a burden. Not at all... You can show that to the world.

All the artists were doing jobs they don't even like doing(before getting famous of course). They worked those jobs to survive the harsh world and to pursue their art.

I know it is hard. But you can do it.