What your going through i know

to everyone who is CURRENTLY going through depression right this moment..

I know its hard to do I thought i was always happy i knew people who had lost loved ones and i was sorry for them but it wasn't me so i didn't feel anything serious. My teacher had died when i was in 3rd grade but now almost entering college i barely knew her. Every October i mourn for her but last Friday my grandfather died. He was the only grandparent i felt connected to. I know thats harsh but its the truth. When people send prayers over the internet when they send there love its kind but there not here in real life to hug me and tell me how sorry they are. My brother hardly cares. And my mother has been depresed and has been calling policeman assholes. My friend has a sister who has.. drug proplems and raising a kid i did everything to be kind to my friend but i didn't fully understand and now i do. So if you would like to respond and are going through depression or anything elsei will chat with you. I am busy but if you extremley need me respond to this and pm me so we can chat!

~Olive or Ollie