When I break
I usually can shrug it off and actlike I'm fine. I can usually smile even when it hurts but I feel like falling apart would be far mor relieving than keeping it together. Especially now at this moment when the people I love are dissapearing and the time I have before the sickening truth is revealed is running out. What do I have to lose? Nothing but everything still. It could save me or break me even though I'm already breaking. It could strengthen friendships or block them out. But how long until I can nolonger stop it? The clock is ticking and my minutes are running out before I lose all controll over the storm that builds in my head and heart. So do I wait? Or do I give in?
@Theuglyduck
That's a very cryptic post, but it sounds like something is causing you great pain and worry.
You don't have to be alone with those thoughts. You're in the right place to find support.
So fall apart if you must, because the community here can help put you back together. But never, ever give up.
And if it helps, I'm extending a virtual hand, and gripping yours tightly right now.
@BestIcanbe thank you ❤
