Why?

So I can't for the life of me figure out why my depression seems a little worse today. Ok so thats not all together true...I guess I can.

See Monday (Yes Halloween) was my birthday. But since I am divorced and my ex isn't always (ok never) thinking about the other person type of guy I woke up knowing that I would not get anything for my birthday. Cause why would he think to take the kids someplace to have them pick out something for me....it's not like I do that or something....oh wait I do.

So no big deal right? Well trick or treating with my son that night I of course found a pot hole or 2 and hurt my already bad ankle. Then woke Tuesday morning to the beginings of a cold. Wonderful. Today (Thursday) I ended up staying home from work because I was just so tired and run down. I had the available time off so I said screw work and took the day. Which turned out good cause my daughter threw up in school and needed to be picked up.....

So other than feeling run down today from the cold I don't know why I feel so sad today. Is it the cold? I just don't know anymore.

Thanks for letting me vent a little.