Why do I bother?
Everything lately has been piling up on me. I find out that my husband and I are going to be homeless by September 1st. I cannot speak to my kids, because my mom is upset with me. I asked her for $20 for gas so I could take my husband to his uncle's funeral. I cannot be happy for one minute and joke around without someone cutting into my happiness and telling my "landlord" (my father-in-law) that I am pretty much a disgrace to their family name, because I got a little hyper and joked around with a radio DJ. So why do I bother even being here? I seem to be a drain on everyone and everything.
I think that you being in here is you searching for help from your situation. It could be draining, yes but everyone has their problems which are mostly emotionally draining. We are here to listen to your concerns, or troubles, and we might even help you find solutions along the way.
That's quite a lot to be going through right now. I can understand why you'd feel overwhelmed and fed up. I hope things turn around for you soon.
If you ever want a shoulder to cry on, I'm available via PM.