Why should i continue living?
I have been depressed for years so i cant even remember how happiness feels. Though i had been a bright student until my ordinary levels, i became a dumb below average student after that. In university i had atleast one failed subject for each semester . I started to hate studies and my memory and concentration level became very low. My social life is terrible. I dont know what's wrong with me but i was judged as rude and cold hearted. When i try to interact with people i find myself a misfit. And i am scared of everything. My heart starts to race even if i have to cross a road. I cant even cook as im scared that i would ruin the dish. I will not going to get a job even if i get one i will not be able to work. Because im so dumb and stupid. I forget everything and i cant concentrate on things. Ive become a senseless stupid.
We should have atleast one reason to live right ? Then why should i live if i dont have a social life , a career or atleast a self satisfaction about myself ? Is this life worth living ?
🙋hi,
Life is good! We are here to listen.......
@loyalHouse9898
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@loyalEyes9261
Hey. It sounds like you've had a really difficult time in the past years and I compeltely understand the feeling that nothings going well and theres no joy in anything. It sounds like theres alot of academic stress and pressure and that is negatively impacting other ares of your life. School is hard and so stressful and difficult but grades aren't everything. Even if you don't feel that you fit in now, it doesnt mean you wont as there are many people who can relate and help you, you just haven't found them yet.
@bountifulCreature9495
Thank you for your kind words. I failed every time i try to fit in. I used to blame others for that but know i have realized that i am not normal.
@loyalEyes9261
Its not that you're not normal. Theres over 7 billion people in the world. There will be someone like you!
@bountifulCreature9495
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