Worth it?
I’ve been dealing with depression or I think so at least. I haven’t been to therapy or diagnosed with it because I’m scared to tell my mom. My friends don’t really help either. When I tell them about it over text they say usually say “ok” and then move on and when I talk to them irl they’ll either not really care or forget about it. My trust have been broken several times and my feelings are pretty mush gone except anger and sadness. I don’t know if it’s worth living this life anymore.
Never say that, life is always worth living, but its your choice wether you want to make the change for the better. If your friends aren’t gonna be there for you at your worst, then is it worth them being there at your best? The only way you can help your self is by making the first step, tell your mom, explain how its affecting you, your health etc. Open up to her, and convince her why its best that you go to therapy, and how it might have a positive outcome. Remember you have to make the first step. I wish you all the best!