coping with depression.

Hi so depression is getting worse, I'm so sad and suicidal and exhausted, I slept all night and I still feel like I haven't slept in a week. I wanna sleep forever and never wake up. I have no energy for anything, constantly feeling like my mum is always nagging me to do stuff and the depression just makes it harder. I feel so lonely like no one gets it or understands it. I'm trying my hardest not to self harm at the moment, its all just so hard. The suicidal thoughts are getting harder to control now, like I'm scared I might give into it. I'm not coping with it very well. I just feel so sad, and I don't even know why. Cant really speak with anyone tbh, no one knows how bad this is. Its getting to the point where im not even eating and stuff like that.

Anyway I hope you all have a good day! Take care!