deeply depressed, any advice?
Okay so um my depression started not long ago. I was bullied, threats were sent to me through no caller id phone calls, text messages, even face to face at times. Also i have been feeling quite uncertain about my boyfriend. He mentioned to me a few days ago that he misses his best friend. Who intends to be a girl who he liked. Im afraid he will move away from me and go to her if they ever do speak again. It has really been playing my mind up. I self-harmed to feel better, i cry myself to sleep every night. Im tired of everything and i always get the same thought... I dont want to live any longer.
Pleaae could somebody help me out :(
I'm so sorry this is happening to you. I've been there, and I know that this isn't easy.
I know that the whole bullying thing is horrible. You've probably heard this a lot, but try to ignore them. Don't give them what they want. They're intentions are bad-- don't feel bad about yourself about what they may say about you.
As for your boyfriend, he should know that your relationship shouldn't involve anyone else. If you're catching him looking at another the way that he looks at you, it's best to talk it out, and if he for some reason does something wrong (i.e. ignores you, promises things he doesn't keep, still talks about wanting to be with her), then maybe it's best if you move on, which I know is hard, but don't let yourself get disrespected like that. Your boyfriend should only look at you as if you're special, no one else. If he fails to do that, then don't get yourself stuck in a one-sided relationship. It'll make you feel worse.
im sorry if I wasn't as helpful as you'd hope for. Please, try and stay strong. Always try do the right thing. You'll get out of this situation soon. Don't let people bring you down when that's what they want, and don't resort to self harm. Try finding another outlet. Maybe a creative one-- drawing, poetry, etc.
Thank you so much for the advice. I really do appreciate it a lot. I thought I would be ending up struggling on my own but thank you for helping me out. Especially about my boyfriend. I really do appreciate yours words. Thank you, i will try my very best to stay strong.
You're never alone. :]
I'm glad I was able to help, and I sincerely hope everything turns out well here on out.
if you need anything, feel free to reply to me here. Think happy thoughts❤️