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dysphoria, depression, and more fun things

User Profile: obsessivecompulsivegear
obsessivecompulsivegear December 4th, 2019

Hey, I've made at least one post in here before, but if you don't know me, my name is Gear.

So... I'm a transman, and the overwhelming dysphoria keeps me up at night and keeps me down during the day.

My body is like a cage... it doesn't match me, I don't like it in here, but I cannot change it or get out of it.

Binding isn't any fun.

What's the point?

I'm just gonna get she'd and ma'am'd.

Seriously, what's the point of trying to pass at all?

Can't we just throw away the stereotypes?

Let people be themselves without being degraded by society?

I live with the constant fear that someone is going to attack me for being me.

For being transgender.

For being Gear.

I'm a freak.

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User Profile: 0820170719105
0820170719105 December 4th, 2019

@obsessivecompulsivegear
I really relate to some of this. I'm sorry you're going through it, too.
Binding would give me pain after 2-3 hours. Cutting my hair helped but I actually prefer it long so that went out the window.
I also wish people wouldn't push their ideas on others. It would really make it more comfortable for some of us...
Sorry to hear you feel like a freak, but you're not alone. Hope things get better sad

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User Profile: obsessivecompulsivegear
obsessivecompulsivegear OP December 4th, 2019

@0820170719105 thanks <3 I wish the best for you

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User Profile: 0820170719105
0820170719105 December 4th, 2019

@obsessivecompulsivegear
You too!

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