feeling guilty about sex
I’ve been so depressed lately and my sex drive has been so so low. My boyfriend feels like i don’t want him anymore, and sometimes i don’t know. I’ve been questioning my sexuality and wether or not i’m a lesbian. i feel so so so guilty and I don’t even know if it’s me or my depression or my self sabotaging. I’m just ranting but I feel so confused and sad.
Depression can lower sex drive alot or make it just vanish. Assuming that you are wanting things to go well with your boyfriend, you should sit down and have an open discussion about your depression. Make it clear that you want him but right now the depression doesn't make anything feel good & you want it to be good when you do. I would avoid talking about other people sexually or your sexual preferences, that's something to unpack once you've got some room to breathe. You can alleviate the guilt from you & the doubt from him by showing him you are making clear steps & don't forget you can show love in many other ways even just taking five mins to talk about his worries.