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I dont know why I let something so silly hurt me so bad. I went from happy and enjoying my day, to why even bother. :'( I want to be me, but if I cant be, I dont even know. I'd rather just go back to my hermit days. I felt safe then. Its hard to hide behind a smile when you are so broken inside. And then when that smile gets broken, its even harder to hide the true feelings inside. I want to be the strong Nick everyone thinks I am, but I dont think I can be anymore. I keep allowing the stupid little things hurt me the most.. maybe its really all my fault. Maybe I should just stop trying to be strong.
Hi spiderman93. I know how hard it must be for you to want to be able to control the things that hurt you and the things that dont. Unfortunately, none of us really have that option to pick and choose. The one thing I can say is that you are an amazing person and you have been through so much. Try not to sweat the little things because you have already proven what a powerful force you are. You have been through so much. Thank you for sharing <3
Hi... I think i understand verry well of what u r going through...I also realise ur pain is only ur own, how much ever one says i understand and know, but still ur pain is only ur own..... i wish i was there to b there with u just to hold ur hand and say time heals all the wounds... there is no other truth than the great time.... wish sincerely i was there for u, while u r going through a lot of pain like this....