i am a failure
i never had any friends, i will never get married, i will never be happy, i cant pass the 7cusp academy, i will never be a group leader, i cant even share in the sharing circle because i get too scared
i am worthless and pathetic i wish i didnt exist
@ahhlo
Hey ahhlo,
First of all you're not a failure. We all have our ups and downs and we learn and become stronger from them. I know the struggle with finding the right friends is difficult and I know it's difficult. I have been in that position. It can be so lonely to deal with everything alone and not being able to talk to anyone. I'm sure once you find the right person (your soulmate) and you both think and feel that you're right for eachother. It takes some patience to find your true love. I know things seem in a dark place right now but things will get better and you'll gain/get your happiness back. I know of course it's a long journey to get there. But with patience and time you'll start feeling better. I know it's a struggle, but I know also you can make it because you're brave and strong. It's okay if you can't do things and struggle with things at times. It takes more than one time to grasp what you need to learn to pass. Don't give up and keep on trying and you'll eventually pass. I understand being a group leader is a role that may fit some people and may not fit some people. You can always try out to see if you're a good leader and if you're not it's okay, it takes time, patience and practice to learn and get to where you want to be. I understand being scared to share it's okay. You're not alone in that. Many of us have the fear of too many people, plus being judged and invalidated. But whatever you share with 7 cups will always be validated and heard. You're not worthless. You deserve to live and see your true potential and where you can be happy again and achieve your life goals and dreams. I know we wish at times we weren't here, but we're here for a reason. We were put on this Earth to do something positive and change someones life even if just a little bit. It's okay that you're struggling right now I completely understand. I hope you feel better soon. I hope this message finds you in safer and healthier place than now. 💗😊
@ahhlo
Hey, what happened with the academy, Ahhlo? Which program did you try? Do you want help with it? I hope that things get better for you soon. Hang in there my friend.