i am so depressed please help
Hi these 4 months have been rough for me. i had to stay away from my friend ,not talking to him only waving. the teacher told me and i took this hard ,i cired about 30 mins and could't stop crying. then i had throughts i just wanted to die and not live anymore. i was on zoloft at the time and it did not help with this and the doctor up it and it worked for a little bit and the dcotor then change it to effctor. which is the worst medication i told in my life! but my friend does still wave to me when i wave to him and he sometiems waves first. but i can no longer deal with the pain anymore. i just want to cry. Like today at work my boss did not need me today i felt dissapointed. i wanted to cry. And today i felt like my friend was trying try avoid me ,but he did wave without reallying looking at me. i just feeling like crying. i am thinking about asking my doctor again but
I cannot deal with the pain anymore
it hurts so bad that i cannot to him ,i just hate my life :(
@detour12 I am sorry to hear life is so tough on you right now. It really sounds difficult what you are going trough. Sadly there is little I can do but to give you a virtualhug *Hug*
But do remember, when you are so down the only way you can go is up. Life will get better. Maybe not now or tomorrow, but one day it will. And I promise it will be awsome. I know you won't believe me right now, but don't ever lose hope. <3
Stay safe hun